So it seems like i've came a long way this past year. I went from a complete mess to a beautiful confident woman, thats not afraid of anything lately. I'm going to college to better myself and to be able to have a successful business. My photography work has been used for newscasts, and multiple people have my work on their walls at home. I couldn't be happier when it comes to that. As for relationships with me, I knew for the past year that i couldn't be with anyone b/c i needed to heal. I've healed. No i'm not with anyone right now. But i'm ok with that b/c i haven't been looking. I rather get a divorce before I plan on getting involved with anyone. Oh and this past year I've found GOD. Which he has saved me from a lot. and i do mean A LOT. I've made new friends, and reconnected with old ones...and i've even become close to some that I met b/c of my husband. So I'm actually thankful that i was married to Randy b/c i would have never of met Amanda and we wouldn't be friends today!
And since I've talked to miss Jennifer I know that he is still the same. He is not taking care of his responsibilities, has not learned anything from our mess of a marriage, and he is abusive still...and this is coming from no other than his girlfriend herself! But he is with her, CHEATING on her, and is stuck with her because she is pregnant with his baby. I feel sorry for the both of them. I mean she is stuck with him, and I can see their relationship becoming what ours was. And I know how he is, he isn't ready to have the big responsibility of having a child, and to have to take care of TWO....yeah good luck sweetheart.
I guess what i'm getting at with all of this...IS....I AM SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT MY HUSBAND!
MY LIFE IS BETTER-I AM BETTER...AND I DO NOT NEED ANYONE TO "COMPLETE" ME.
Theres a song that got me thru all of this and its so true...its called Shes going to make it by Garth Brooks.
Listen to it...its a good song.
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