i havent posted a blog for awhile....

I thought its time to update this thing. Life is going good for me. I'm just talking to someone, he treats me like a woman should be treated. But the thing is he has a lot of qualities that my husband had. I guess we will see where things go. Again we ARE NOT  dating. I rather wait until my divorce is over with. I'm not interested in hearing about drama or what others have to say about me and my life. I'm happy. I do not need bullshit. I have been looking for a job to help my family out and so Ivan get out of the house more and meet new people. I feel like I'm building my life up from rock bottom. Yet I'm happy about it! My best friend gets married on July 1st I'm excited for her! I think that's all...oh i got a new phone its a windows 7 phone i love it. I'm using it to type this. Well I'm going yo watch a movie then I'm going to bed bc I'm doing another job search tomorrow. I have never been this driven before
..but that's a good thing.

Seriously?

First off, If my husband is happy then thats great i'm happy for him. Yeah I don't understand why you say all the hurtful things you say but almost all of it doesn't bother me. I wasn't meant to have a life with him, and I wasn't meant to have a child with him. And for your information I CAN GET PREGNANT. I've been pregnant by him twice. You can believe that or not. But once again it doesn't matter what you say. b/c i know how his "accidental" hits are. and I know him a lot more than you do.
As for the so called "drug bust" funny thing is NO ONE WAS CHARGED. So i don't see how anyone can say anything about it. Theres no evidence of anything to do with drugs. they suspected things b/c of someones lies so they did a search warrant and found nothing but what was prescribed by the doctor for my parents.
My life is so damn good mainly b/c its been a year since i left him and i am finally happy.
i've met new friends. Talked to new people. Opened up about my life on how it was and how i want it to be.
I don't give a fuck if you don't believe me. B/c honestly miss know it all you do NOT know me. You do NOT know the life i live. I have an amazing family, Amazing friends. and i wouldn't give that up for anything you have. b/c i've had it. just remember that. I HAD YOUR MAN FOR OVER TWO YEARS! and most of the things he has said to you, he has said to me, and when he fucks you just remember he fucked me first...i do believe its called sloppy seconds. haha.
But honestly, I've been happier b/c i finally believe that i'm free of it.
Its funny that you think i'm jealous of you. I'm not. I can do a hell of a lot better than you. AND I AM!