My search for love

I've been looking at past blogs and noticed theres one thing i've been searching for since i left randy.
And thats love....
you may judge me for my posts...you may think this or that of me.
But i've always been in relationships that were serious. Some things just do not work out. I didn't know what i was searching for and how much my life has changed in this search. But i can say that i am happy with the path that i am on.
I can say i am happy with being with Ellis.
I never imagined what lies between him and i ever existed!
I am hoping to write more later and keep this blog updated!