soooo

So yesterday my lyrica (which i havent taken in like a month) MESSED ME UP....i really couldnt walk or stand straight up. So i made these cupcakes while on lyrica and made a mess!!! i was gonna clean it when the cupcakes cooled but noooo Ron had to clean up the mess.
and he really told me that i cannot live here anymore. b/c of the lyrica.
i love him.
i dont wanna be without him.
he isn't ready for that....
so what the fuck do i do.....