Jason Wrecked.

Jason had to work yesterday...big surprise...but they made him work over so he spent 16 hrs at work. He called me at 10:37pm to tell me he was on his way home. At 11:30pm I get told we needed to go b/c Jason wrecked his truck on his way home...well i was told he rolled his truck! I FREAKED OUT! I couldn't help but think of the worst all the way there. When i got to the scene and seen his truck on its side in a ditch i freaked out even more. He kept trying to be a man and act like nothing was wrong. He was actually smiling and saying he was driving his truck home! I guess I over react though i made him go to the ER.
By the time we got to the ER his neck hurt, his head hurt he was confused and dizzy and his hip was hurting him. He complained to the ER doctor that "someone made" him go. The doctor just told him thats what happens when a woman loves and cares about you. so he shut up. We didn't get home until 4am and not in bed until 5am...I have class today and i have homework that needs to be done. The doctor kept him off of work for three days he doesn't even go back until Sunday.
He wants to go see his truck in the "light" today...idk if i can look at it. he slid at least 100 ft. and he took out a "do not pass" sign. when the tow truck got it on all its tires i seen the side of it...if he would have had the passenger side window down he would have been thrown out and his truck would have landed on him. he is lucky! Especially since he wasn't wearing a seat belt...he actually asked me at the ER..."are you going to yell at me?" I laughed and asked him why would i yell at least he is ok! but he said i wasn't wearing my seatbelt and i know how you don't want me hurt and that you worry about how i drive....yeah....it was kinda cute that he was in the ER and worried about what i thought. but i'm just glad he is ok.

Well i got to go! i have to write a few essays and then i have class later on. he is off work for awhile so i get to spend more time with him.

What a weekend!

Well this weekend was so much fun! Jason and I went to Indiana/Illionis. We went to see Gabby, Jason's daughter. At first i was worried about how this weekend would go and once i met Gabby and she loved me Things seemed to be so simple and easy.
We left Friday morning and did not get home until Monday morning. We went to the Zoo, played putt putt golf...went swimming...went shopping a LOT. Not only does he spoil Gabby but he spoils me too. He had to return to work today so yesterday he wanted to do something with me bc we wouldnt have much time with his work schedule. He actually took me to Zales and told me to pick out a ring...after i sent a pic of it to FB and to my mother she wanted to know if it was an engagement ring or what it meant...which it is NOT. I don't want to get engaged to someone while i'm still married. Plus, I found out from past relationships that if you don't rush things the relationship is actually better.

Friday night Gabby called me "mommy" after we corrected her a thousand times we just let it go. which this weekend just made me want kids even more. but not just with anyone. With Jason. he is a great father. a an amazing guy. I've never ever in my entire life felt like this for anyone. He seems to understand me and we seem to have this simple never ending love for each other. We have both been through a lot in our pasts and so that makes us both cautious. but he means so much to me.

Now i wanted to address an issue- the issue of my husband and his girlfriend. In order to cut out all drama from my life i'm not responding to anything she or he says. Matter of fact I'm not even reading her blog anymore no matter what anyone says. I'm happy and i'm not letting anyone get in the way of my happiness.
Let them talk. Let them say  whatever they want and think whatever. I know what is true. and whats not true.
This blog was intended to document my life. Not to fight with someone or defend myself against others.
I'm being the bigger person and walking away...

I gtg now Jason will be home from work soon and then i have class.
I hope everyone has a great week! I know i will!

haha ok one more tonight

Ok i saw a comment miss Mary had to post so let me just say stop your fucking lying! that was my husband i know what the fuck he looks like you dumb ass! and the fact that they served him with divorce papers today PROVES YOU LIED ON THAT COMMENT! lmao
and btw tell your sister i said her ex husband is a great kisser :) We went on a date not to long ago and we had a great time! especially  since we laughed about how crazy and psychotic your WHOLE FAMILY IS!

Now as for my husband...sweetheart your dad is trying to get ahold of you. he wants to reconnect with his son and squash  shit. so look him or his wife up on FB Tammy Lowe or Randy Lowe....btw your sister just had her THIRD baby! if u didnt know that by now.
idk what else to say other than i told them to look you and your bitch up on FB even tho i hate both of you i dont see why ur family cannot be apart of your life.

Now i'm off to bed bc i have an interview tomorrow...and class....now Jenn sweetheart you think i'm a worthless piece of shit...but what you don't know is i worked until i got married...and even tho my man has a good paying job i still want to support myself! and as for school im doing my own thing bc i already own my own business...something you'll never do.

Bitch please!

For one i'm so tired of your shit...you talk a lot of fucking shit...come to ohio and back your shit up b/c i'd fuck you up given the fucking chance!
As for my address...my address on the divorce papers is my PARENTS HOUSE! why? b/c i don't need my PSYCHOTIC HUSBAND coming to my home and beating the shit out of me! I'm scared for my own life b/c of this asshole! I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL THE DAY HE BEATS THE SHIT OUT OF YOU! and it WILL HAPPEN! trust me! and i'll be laughing my ass off and saying well i warned the bitch! lmao
I don't read your little blog every fucking day...like you obviously do mine...matter of fact i've had ppl call me to tell me to read it! But since i knew he was getting served today i had to look at your little blog to see what your dumb ass had to say.
I hope the best for you i really do...and i hope you smarten up! but i know that probably wont happen!
As for my boyfriend being fake thats hilarious...trust me i'm not crazy enough to put on a blog that i have a boyfriend if i don't....I truly love my man...and tomorrow i'll prove it to you all! I'll post a picture of my man sitting on Randy's car! k? since you dont believe me! lol its funny tho i'm going to Illinois with him next week...yet he is fake! lol oh well! i think its funny we both laugh at you...and how dumb you are.
As for you having MY HUSBAND FIRST seriously? I was with him in March 2008! So that just means he cheated on me before we got married...but oh well i'm not hurt by it b/c ur ass is NO PRIZE! in fact i think your a downgrade from me.
I'm tired of arguing on this blog! I'm going to be the bigger person and walk away...but remember he loved me first...he was with me first i know him better than you do! and i know what your going to go thru!
oh and also...My boyfriend is from JAX so you talk more shit and one of these days when he comes to visit i'll look your ass up and we can settle this shit. hopefully by that time you'll drop that bastard your carrying. bc i dont think i could hit a pregnant chick even if its my husbands bastard baby shes carrying...btw Randys going to boot camp or whatever...well on his time off you better keep a close eye on him sweet heart b/c you'll be the next girl he throws away! remember that when he is away from you!
I hope i'm NEVER with another man like THAT. hell i'm happy with the one person i'm with.

Haha

How stupid can one person be?!
for one you let your "man" come to ohio then your ass blogs about it! and WHERE he is at!
so since i was in the neighborhood...i drove by and guess who was out! haha so i had to say something to him.
Seriously needed the laugh...he looks like shit!? Excuse my language.
So anyways i gtg i have to clean and then get ready for bed Class tomorrow! i cannot wait for my man to get home so i can tell him about my day....its nice to have someone like him...better than what i married...times a billion lol
oh and about him going further with the divorce bring it on! i'm ready for it!

Whats been going on lately....

Haha okay so i found out that Randy is not in the Navy anymore. Plus since i don't get anything from him...or anything like that i can say whatever i want on here and not worry about what happens afterward...
So heres how I HAVE BEEN!
I had been talking to someone for a few months and i was scared to meet him but the last week in may i thought i'd finally meet him. When he drove up in his big truck and got out i was shocked that i found GREAT GUY.
We haven't been separated long since  we met. and when we are apart we talk constantly. I've finally found someone that treats me right. I can say i'm in love with him and i know he is in love with me too.
Jason and I are happy...my family adores him!
We had a cookout yesterday since he had to be at work we didn't get to spend much time with my family but when we woke up we went right to the cookout and helped cook and spent time with MY family. he is actually from florida...haha go figure! he stays with me a lot and i've messed up my sleep schedule to see him...he is working from 530 to 330am and comes right to my house after work. its 503pm now and he left not to long ago just to go to work...i hate these hours but he loves the money...which as some of you think i'm a total gold digger. which he doesn't think so i dont see a dime from him unless we go out on a date or something. which reminds me the hangover 2 is hilarious! and bad teacher....ruined what i thought of justin timberlake...Cars 2 is funny and a great kid movie...i could go on.
but anyways he makes me happy and thats all that matters...but also how he treats me and how he treats my family makes them happy! they never like anyone i date or for that matter never liked anyone i married! lol so
THIS IS WHY I'M HAPPY! He makes me happy...and i don't mean that i wouldn't be happy without him but its just things in my life seem better with him in it.
I gtg my cell is ringing and its probably Jason...have a great independence day everyone...oh and Randy...day after tomorrow is our anniversary...haha how stupid were we to get married! lmao