Our beautiful home...

OH the past few weeks have made me completely busy!
We have a beautiful apartment...its not completely done being decorated so i'm not posting photos...but when i do have it all done i'll post photos.
Jason got me all my sims games...and everything else i wanted related to that...we bought a flat screen yesterday.
So now i can hook my computer up to the flat screen and play....we tend to argue on who gets the flat screen because he has a playstation 3. i guess thats really the biggest arguments we have now.
Life is good....finally!
I don't have to be paranoid on if Randy knows where i live b/c i know theres no way in hell he'd find me. Yes over a year later i'm still scared of him. yet i know Jason would protect me if need be.
I was in the ER again last night. When we were shopping for our TV i felt dizzy and was about to pass out. So after awhile i did pass out at home...several times. It worried Jason so he called 911 and i spent hours in the ER just for them to say they don't know whats wrong...and if it happens again to come back.
other than that life truly is good. Jason and I are talking about the future...2013... cannot get here fast enough haha we talked about getting married but we want to wait and not rush things...b/c i'm not that stupid like another girl i know....no offense....
Alright well i'm going back to my great life instead of blogging about the details...i'll post pics of OUR apartment when i can....Happy Halloween!
oh and btw Gabby comes to visit for thanksgiving! i cannot wait to see my step daughter again!

NEW PLACE

Jason and I finally got another place...I'm so excited about it! I'm still close to school so that's a good thing, Close to parents too but not too close...Mainly b/c family is so Important to me.
School is going excellent. Last quarter I had a 4.0 GPA! That's my goal this quarter also.
Jason gets Gabby for Thanksgiving! I'm happy about that b/c i love Gabby being around.
I want all new furniture but i'm hoping to get everything i want...everything on my wishlist. and on the 20th i'm buying more things. I cannot wait for it all to come together...I'll take before and after photos...
I gtg but i had to blog about the new place...i'm too excited and hopefully it all comes together better than i expect it too...and with this new place comes a lot of other things like my relationship is transforming into something much deeper than any relationship i've EVER been in. Jason really is my knight in shining armor and i'm not going to over exaggerate but honestly he is...plus i'm not going to lie i really do love him. and I'm REALLY REALLY HAPPY...about everything..

Another Update!

Well I crushed my left hand in my car door...messed up the nerves in it. after Lancaster said it was a bone bruise two days later i go to first care b/c it was twitching and it hurt so bad. They then said i have nerve damage...it hurts a lot and its been throbbing for two days straight! And i just got over a stomach virus....
Jason's schedule is hectic and yes i get to see him sleep...but it feels like that's it. His work upsets me b/c i want more time with him. But i just have to grin and bare it.
I started Fall Quarter last week...its going great. Love my Marketing class, Small business Management 2, and Practices and principles of management...and even Com....which is all my classes..I actually have fun in each class...which is usually hard for me to say b/c i get bored easily. but theres so much work that i don't get bored...thats another reason i do not get time with Jason b/c right now our schedules conflict with each other.
His mom is coming to Ohio soon...I'm worried she'll hate me, or will think I'm not right for her son...So i'm Scared.
Perry County Court had a venue hearing for the Divorce..I won't know for a few weeks what will happen. Please Pray for the outcome to come in my favor and keep it here in Ohio. I wrote a letter to the court b/c Randy wrote one saying i'm a drug dealer...and that i work...which i don't....matter of fact i signed up for disability b/c i have been declared unemployable. B/c Of my mental state (thanks to Randy) and b/c of my Fibromyalgia. and as for the drug dealer crap i'll address that too...There was a "drug bust" or whatever you want to call it. The Perry County cops served a search warrant at my parents home, (which i no longer live) they took all the computers, all our cell phones, all my parents medicines and other items, there have been NO CHARGES FILED AGAINST MY PARENTS OR ME. b/c my parents had all there pills they do NOT sell them they take them as directed  b/c they need them. but Randy said he stopped paying support b/c  he was fueling my drug activity...which is bullshit I do not do drugs...unless you count me taking vicodin for my crushed nerves. I do not take them to get high...i take them as directed...and so on and so forth. I think its hilarious that Randy claims all of this and yet he is wrong...he even claimed that he was deployed and i left the apartment with everything in it and thats why we both have to pay $1,500....which what really happened was i  was kicked out and told to find my own way back to Ohio. So i did. and he had TWO WEEKS to clean out the apartment. and yet he was too busy with his girlfriend to do anything!
ok so i'm done ranting about that!
I have to go i have class soon. I hope everyone is doing good!
Off to my P&P class....