I know I have put you through a lot in such a short amount of time.
I always believed i had to open my heart up and then something good may come of it.
Lately it seems like i'm always breaking you. Is there even a small possibility that your still mending and can love again? I hope so. Or at least when i find someone that won't hurt me or you like every other guy has.
I was told we were taking a break but i believe everyone knows that means the guy can barely say its over in fears he'll actually break us both. Travis had to power to make or break me. i'm still on the fence, will thinkgs calm down then mawe could be together. but i swear to you miss heart...i'm not going to open up for just anyone anymore. you cant take it anymore. I'm not going to just be with someone to feel an intimate relationship with. I want you to be mended and happy. for me to be happy it would be with Travis. but you may not have to get hurt anymore. if you stop beating then we wont have to worry about any of it.
I wamt Trav back.
He made me feel like i was always beautiful. He made me feel like i was worth something. now without him what am i? We had our ups and downs and yes lately a lot of downs. Not with the courts saying we cant be together. I'm praying to my god that this is all over with. and that we can be togehter legally.
I don't just want you back i want my son back. i want my family. i want that life we had when it was good.
I cant do without either of you i dont want to and i shouldn't have to.
to me its not over. we were meant to be together for a reason please just come home.
MY HEART CANNOT TAKE ANYMORE.
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