Hello Darlings! How has everyone been??
I'm so sorry i haven't blogged in awhile. I told myself i'd change this from a project 365 into
a blog for me, no one else. I will never make every single person happy at a time so why try?
This is for me like i said before i'm not going to stop blogging and working thru things b/c honestly this is how i work thru them...i write. I've always wrote things down that
This month so far has been crazy...and i've been getting better all the time..or dealing with the things i'm going thru better than i have since May...wow thinking about it now its almost been a year. I cannot believe that. It feels like it was just yesterday that i took control of my life again. I gained freedom. I'll never understand how i gained the strength to actually get up and do what i done. My counselor told me i'm a fighter. which is now clear to me i mean i fought for two years. i'm still fighting now. and i'll keep fighting until the day i die.
When i got married i never thought i'd spend another Valentines Day alone. But i did this year...and you know what I'M STILL ALIVE! i thought i would be crying the whole day and i wouldn't know what to do but i was actually ok...My friends actually helped.
The thing that bothers me is i cannot fully talk about everything in my life. Although theres not much to say, i mean i'm tryin not to do anything i'm not supposed to.
Mom hated seeing me depressed so she made me an appt. at the salon and i went the day after valentines day for a makeover. I love my new hair do, red with blonde...i love it. and everyone else does too...
My aunt died... not something i want to talk about...but i spent all day thursday in columbus with my family i attended the funeral. It was great to be with family. but having to tell them wat i went thru for two years...that was difficult.
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