Our beautiful home...

OH the past few weeks have made me completely busy!
We have a beautiful apartment...its not completely done being decorated so i'm not posting photos...but when i do have it all done i'll post photos.
Jason got me all my sims games...and everything else i wanted related to that...we bought a flat screen yesterday.
So now i can hook my computer up to the flat screen and play....we tend to argue on who gets the flat screen because he has a playstation 3. i guess thats really the biggest arguments we have now.
Life is good....finally!
I don't have to be paranoid on if Randy knows where i live b/c i know theres no way in hell he'd find me. Yes over a year later i'm still scared of him. yet i know Jason would protect me if need be.
I was in the ER again last night. When we were shopping for our TV i felt dizzy and was about to pass out. So after awhile i did pass out at home...several times. It worried Jason so he called 911 and i spent hours in the ER just for them to say they don't know whats wrong...and if it happens again to come back.
other than that life truly is good. Jason and I are talking about the future...2013... cannot get here fast enough haha we talked about getting married but we want to wait and not rush things...b/c i'm not that stupid like another girl i know....no offense....
Alright well i'm going back to my great life instead of blogging about the details...i'll post pics of OUR apartment when i can....Happy Halloween!
oh and btw Gabby comes to visit for thanksgiving! i cannot wait to see my step daughter again!

NEW PLACE

Jason and I finally got another place...I'm so excited about it! I'm still close to school so that's a good thing, Close to parents too but not too close...Mainly b/c family is so Important to me.
School is going excellent. Last quarter I had a 4.0 GPA! That's my goal this quarter also.
Jason gets Gabby for Thanksgiving! I'm happy about that b/c i love Gabby being around.
I want all new furniture but i'm hoping to get everything i want...everything on my wishlist. and on the 20th i'm buying more things. I cannot wait for it all to come together...I'll take before and after photos...
I gtg but i had to blog about the new place...i'm too excited and hopefully it all comes together better than i expect it too...and with this new place comes a lot of other things like my relationship is transforming into something much deeper than any relationship i've EVER been in. Jason really is my knight in shining armor and i'm not going to over exaggerate but honestly he is...plus i'm not going to lie i really do love him. and I'm REALLY REALLY HAPPY...about everything..

Another Update!

Well I crushed my left hand in my car door...messed up the nerves in it. after Lancaster said it was a bone bruise two days later i go to first care b/c it was twitching and it hurt so bad. They then said i have nerve damage...it hurts a lot and its been throbbing for two days straight! And i just got over a stomach virus....
Jason's schedule is hectic and yes i get to see him sleep...but it feels like that's it. His work upsets me b/c i want more time with him. But i just have to grin and bare it.
I started Fall Quarter last week...its going great. Love my Marketing class, Small business Management 2, and Practices and principles of management...and even Com....which is all my classes..I actually have fun in each class...which is usually hard for me to say b/c i get bored easily. but theres so much work that i don't get bored...thats another reason i do not get time with Jason b/c right now our schedules conflict with each other.
His mom is coming to Ohio soon...I'm worried she'll hate me, or will think I'm not right for her son...So i'm Scared.
Perry County Court had a venue hearing for the Divorce..I won't know for a few weeks what will happen. Please Pray for the outcome to come in my favor and keep it here in Ohio. I wrote a letter to the court b/c Randy wrote one saying i'm a drug dealer...and that i work...which i don't....matter of fact i signed up for disability b/c i have been declared unemployable. B/c Of my mental state (thanks to Randy) and b/c of my Fibromyalgia. and as for the drug dealer crap i'll address that too...There was a "drug bust" or whatever you want to call it. The Perry County cops served a search warrant at my parents home, (which i no longer live) they took all the computers, all our cell phones, all my parents medicines and other items, there have been NO CHARGES FILED AGAINST MY PARENTS OR ME. b/c my parents had all there pills they do NOT sell them they take them as directed  b/c they need them. but Randy said he stopped paying support b/c  he was fueling my drug activity...which is bullshit I do not do drugs...unless you count me taking vicodin for my crushed nerves. I do not take them to get high...i take them as directed...and so on and so forth. I think its hilarious that Randy claims all of this and yet he is wrong...he even claimed that he was deployed and i left the apartment with everything in it and thats why we both have to pay $1,500....which what really happened was i  was kicked out and told to find my own way back to Ohio. So i did. and he had TWO WEEKS to clean out the apartment. and yet he was too busy with his girlfriend to do anything!
ok so i'm done ranting about that!
I have to go i have class soon. I hope everyone is doing good!
Off to my P&P class....

Just another Update!

I don't blog much b/c i'm busy with life..Sorry everyone!
Well everything is going great for me. This past quarter I got a 4.0 GPA and I'm on the Dean's list b/c I got all A's in every class...and everyone said I was dumb! I love proving people wrong. Although, I was dumb enough to stay with Randy for 2 years...ugh yeah i have to admit i wasn't smart when it came to that.
So yeah Jason wrecked again...on his way to work. I cannot say what he wrecked. But i can say there was no damage he got lucky! I start school again on the 27th...I cannot wait i'm excited I won't be home all the time which makes me happy.
I went to Morgan County Fair with Jason...It was a fun day. His cousin rode in the Rodeo, and an old friend of mine was supposed to but he messed up his hand/wrist so he didn't ride in it...
Randy told the courts that I'm a known drug dealer...and all i have to say is have you seen my criminal Record??? I have a clean record and I know randy should have a record for stealing from WalMart but he made a deal with the courts so it wouldn't go on his record b/c he is in the military...(or at least he was at the time) anyways its pretty damn funny that he talks a lot of shit about me...and his girl does too but I'm just letting it go...b/c honestly their life probably is not as good as mine...and i know he probably is not happy with his situation. So i'm letting it go....
Alright i gtg lots to do and so little time!!

Pics from our trip!

Here are a few photos from Jason and I's trip to see Gabby...We had the best weekend this weekend!
and Gabby is so cute. I loved the fact that it was just Jason and I and Gabby...my stepdaughter. So here's photos! enjoy!

Jason driving my car to Ill.

Gabby. She wanted to go swing so we took her to the playground right after we picked her up

Jason and Gabby -I have never seen such a great father. He truly adores his daughter.

Gabby before dinner waiting for daddy to get ready.

Daddy and Gabby watching something on his cell

Gabby all bundled up in bed

Gabby and Jason playing putt putt...it was so cute she would wait until we hit the ball then she'd run after it pick it up and go throw it in the hole. we always got a hole in one thanks to her!

Daddy and gabby

Before putt putt

                                               Gabby and Daddy feeding the giraffes

Gabby and Jason riding the Tran it was so hot out and we all needed a break from walking

Gabby and daddy as bats...

Gabby messing with her dad.

Jason we had to get out of the heat so we went inside and ate lunch so we could cool off.

I have more photos for a total of three albums on my facebook. I'm going to take more photos of us together...but seems like i rather be behind the camera than in front of it. Jason wants photos of us so i'm sure on his day off (and when i'm not on bed rest) we'll take some.
Update on me- I'm doing alright. Been to the ER twice and the doctors do not know whats wrong. I'm now on bed rest until it gets better or goes away...so now i'm wasting time until Jason gets home. hopefully i get better by his day off...which is tomorrow! :(

Jason Wrecked.

Jason had to work yesterday...big surprise...but they made him work over so he spent 16 hrs at work. He called me at 10:37pm to tell me he was on his way home. At 11:30pm I get told we needed to go b/c Jason wrecked his truck on his way home...well i was told he rolled his truck! I FREAKED OUT! I couldn't help but think of the worst all the way there. When i got to the scene and seen his truck on its side in a ditch i freaked out even more. He kept trying to be a man and act like nothing was wrong. He was actually smiling and saying he was driving his truck home! I guess I over react though i made him go to the ER.
By the time we got to the ER his neck hurt, his head hurt he was confused and dizzy and his hip was hurting him. He complained to the ER doctor that "someone made" him go. The doctor just told him thats what happens when a woman loves and cares about you. so he shut up. We didn't get home until 4am and not in bed until 5am...I have class today and i have homework that needs to be done. The doctor kept him off of work for three days he doesn't even go back until Sunday.
He wants to go see his truck in the "light" today...idk if i can look at it. he slid at least 100 ft. and he took out a "do not pass" sign. when the tow truck got it on all its tires i seen the side of it...if he would have had the passenger side window down he would have been thrown out and his truck would have landed on him. he is lucky! Especially since he wasn't wearing a seat belt...he actually asked me at the ER..."are you going to yell at me?" I laughed and asked him why would i yell at least he is ok! but he said i wasn't wearing my seatbelt and i know how you don't want me hurt and that you worry about how i drive....yeah....it was kinda cute that he was in the ER and worried about what i thought. but i'm just glad he is ok.

Well i got to go! i have to write a few essays and then i have class later on. he is off work for awhile so i get to spend more time with him.

What a weekend!

Well this weekend was so much fun! Jason and I went to Indiana/Illionis. We went to see Gabby, Jason's daughter. At first i was worried about how this weekend would go and once i met Gabby and she loved me Things seemed to be so simple and easy.
We left Friday morning and did not get home until Monday morning. We went to the Zoo, played putt putt golf...went swimming...went shopping a LOT. Not only does he spoil Gabby but he spoils me too. He had to return to work today so yesterday he wanted to do something with me bc we wouldnt have much time with his work schedule. He actually took me to Zales and told me to pick out a ring...after i sent a pic of it to FB and to my mother she wanted to know if it was an engagement ring or what it meant...which it is NOT. I don't want to get engaged to someone while i'm still married. Plus, I found out from past relationships that if you don't rush things the relationship is actually better.

Friday night Gabby called me "mommy" after we corrected her a thousand times we just let it go. which this weekend just made me want kids even more. but not just with anyone. With Jason. he is a great father. a an amazing guy. I've never ever in my entire life felt like this for anyone. He seems to understand me and we seem to have this simple never ending love for each other. We have both been through a lot in our pasts and so that makes us both cautious. but he means so much to me.

Now i wanted to address an issue- the issue of my husband and his girlfriend. In order to cut out all drama from my life i'm not responding to anything she or he says. Matter of fact I'm not even reading her blog anymore no matter what anyone says. I'm happy and i'm not letting anyone get in the way of my happiness.
Let them talk. Let them say  whatever they want and think whatever. I know what is true. and whats not true.
This blog was intended to document my life. Not to fight with someone or defend myself against others.
I'm being the bigger person and walking away...

I gtg now Jason will be home from work soon and then i have class.
I hope everyone has a great week! I know i will!

haha ok one more tonight

Ok i saw a comment miss Mary had to post so let me just say stop your fucking lying! that was my husband i know what the fuck he looks like you dumb ass! and the fact that they served him with divorce papers today PROVES YOU LIED ON THAT COMMENT! lmao
and btw tell your sister i said her ex husband is a great kisser :) We went on a date not to long ago and we had a great time! especially  since we laughed about how crazy and psychotic your WHOLE FAMILY IS!

Now as for my husband...sweetheart your dad is trying to get ahold of you. he wants to reconnect with his son and squash  shit. so look him or his wife up on FB Tammy Lowe or Randy Lowe....btw your sister just had her THIRD baby! if u didnt know that by now.
idk what else to say other than i told them to look you and your bitch up on FB even tho i hate both of you i dont see why ur family cannot be apart of your life.

Now i'm off to bed bc i have an interview tomorrow...and class....now Jenn sweetheart you think i'm a worthless piece of shit...but what you don't know is i worked until i got married...and even tho my man has a good paying job i still want to support myself! and as for school im doing my own thing bc i already own my own business...something you'll never do.

Bitch please!

For one i'm so tired of your shit...you talk a lot of fucking shit...come to ohio and back your shit up b/c i'd fuck you up given the fucking chance!
As for my address...my address on the divorce papers is my PARENTS HOUSE! why? b/c i don't need my PSYCHOTIC HUSBAND coming to my home and beating the shit out of me! I'm scared for my own life b/c of this asshole! I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL THE DAY HE BEATS THE SHIT OUT OF YOU! and it WILL HAPPEN! trust me! and i'll be laughing my ass off and saying well i warned the bitch! lmao
I don't read your little blog every fucking day...like you obviously do mine...matter of fact i've had ppl call me to tell me to read it! But since i knew he was getting served today i had to look at your little blog to see what your dumb ass had to say.
I hope the best for you i really do...and i hope you smarten up! but i know that probably wont happen!
As for my boyfriend being fake thats hilarious...trust me i'm not crazy enough to put on a blog that i have a boyfriend if i don't....I truly love my man...and tomorrow i'll prove it to you all! I'll post a picture of my man sitting on Randy's car! k? since you dont believe me! lol its funny tho i'm going to Illinois with him next week...yet he is fake! lol oh well! i think its funny we both laugh at you...and how dumb you are.
As for you having MY HUSBAND FIRST seriously? I was with him in March 2008! So that just means he cheated on me before we got married...but oh well i'm not hurt by it b/c ur ass is NO PRIZE! in fact i think your a downgrade from me.
I'm tired of arguing on this blog! I'm going to be the bigger person and walk away...but remember he loved me first...he was with me first i know him better than you do! and i know what your going to go thru!
oh and also...My boyfriend is from JAX so you talk more shit and one of these days when he comes to visit i'll look your ass up and we can settle this shit. hopefully by that time you'll drop that bastard your carrying. bc i dont think i could hit a pregnant chick even if its my husbands bastard baby shes carrying...btw Randys going to boot camp or whatever...well on his time off you better keep a close eye on him sweet heart b/c you'll be the next girl he throws away! remember that when he is away from you!
I hope i'm NEVER with another man like THAT. hell i'm happy with the one person i'm with.

Haha

How stupid can one person be?!
for one you let your "man" come to ohio then your ass blogs about it! and WHERE he is at!
so since i was in the neighborhood...i drove by and guess who was out! haha so i had to say something to him.
Seriously needed the laugh...he looks like shit!? Excuse my language.
So anyways i gtg i have to clean and then get ready for bed Class tomorrow! i cannot wait for my man to get home so i can tell him about my day....its nice to have someone like him...better than what i married...times a billion lol
oh and about him going further with the divorce bring it on! i'm ready for it!

Whats been going on lately....

Haha okay so i found out that Randy is not in the Navy anymore. Plus since i don't get anything from him...or anything like that i can say whatever i want on here and not worry about what happens afterward...
So heres how I HAVE BEEN!
I had been talking to someone for a few months and i was scared to meet him but the last week in may i thought i'd finally meet him. When he drove up in his big truck and got out i was shocked that i found GREAT GUY.
We haven't been separated long since  we met. and when we are apart we talk constantly. I've finally found someone that treats me right. I can say i'm in love with him and i know he is in love with me too.
Jason and I are happy...my family adores him!
We had a cookout yesterday since he had to be at work we didn't get to spend much time with my family but when we woke up we went right to the cookout and helped cook and spent time with MY family. he is actually from florida...haha go figure! he stays with me a lot and i've messed up my sleep schedule to see him...he is working from 530 to 330am and comes right to my house after work. its 503pm now and he left not to long ago just to go to work...i hate these hours but he loves the money...which as some of you think i'm a total gold digger. which he doesn't think so i dont see a dime from him unless we go out on a date or something. which reminds me the hangover 2 is hilarious! and bad teacher....ruined what i thought of justin timberlake...Cars 2 is funny and a great kid movie...i could go on.
but anyways he makes me happy and thats all that matters...but also how he treats me and how he treats my family makes them happy! they never like anyone i date or for that matter never liked anyone i married! lol so
THIS IS WHY I'M HAPPY! He makes me happy...and i don't mean that i wouldn't be happy without him but its just things in my life seem better with him in it.
I gtg my cell is ringing and its probably Jason...have a great independence day everyone...oh and Randy...day after tomorrow is our anniversary...haha how stupid were we to get married! lmao

i havent posted a blog for awhile....

I thought its time to update this thing. Life is going good for me. I'm just talking to someone, he treats me like a woman should be treated. But the thing is he has a lot of qualities that my husband had. I guess we will see where things go. Again we ARE NOT  dating. I rather wait until my divorce is over with. I'm not interested in hearing about drama or what others have to say about me and my life. I'm happy. I do not need bullshit. I have been looking for a job to help my family out and so Ivan get out of the house more and meet new people. I feel like I'm building my life up from rock bottom. Yet I'm happy about it! My best friend gets married on July 1st I'm excited for her! I think that's all...oh i got a new phone its a windows 7 phone i love it. I'm using it to type this. Well I'm going yo watch a movie then I'm going to bed bc I'm doing another job search tomorrow. I have never been this driven before
..but that's a good thing.

Seriously?

First off, If my husband is happy then thats great i'm happy for him. Yeah I don't understand why you say all the hurtful things you say but almost all of it doesn't bother me. I wasn't meant to have a life with him, and I wasn't meant to have a child with him. And for your information I CAN GET PREGNANT. I've been pregnant by him twice. You can believe that or not. But once again it doesn't matter what you say. b/c i know how his "accidental" hits are. and I know him a lot more than you do.
As for the so called "drug bust" funny thing is NO ONE WAS CHARGED. So i don't see how anyone can say anything about it. Theres no evidence of anything to do with drugs. they suspected things b/c of someones lies so they did a search warrant and found nothing but what was prescribed by the doctor for my parents.
My life is so damn good mainly b/c its been a year since i left him and i am finally happy.
i've met new friends. Talked to new people. Opened up about my life on how it was and how i want it to be.
I don't give a fuck if you don't believe me. B/c honestly miss know it all you do NOT know me. You do NOT know the life i live. I have an amazing family, Amazing friends. and i wouldn't give that up for anything you have. b/c i've had it. just remember that. I HAD YOUR MAN FOR OVER TWO YEARS! and most of the things he has said to you, he has said to me, and when he fucks you just remember he fucked me first...i do believe its called sloppy seconds. haha.
But honestly, I've been happier b/c i finally believe that i'm free of it.
Its funny that you think i'm jealous of you. I'm not. I can do a hell of a lot better than you. AND I AM!

FYI

It does say in that new article that NO ONE HAS BEEN CHARGED!
and no one has.
so get ur facts straight!
And things are good with me! My life is so  damn good right now!
and i'm happy for once! you cant make me believe that your happy when YOU TOLD ME that he hits you.
and that he cheats on  you...and everything else you've said to me! Cheater and a beater...thats good for your kid(s) right?
FYI crystal is not a cousin! shes my brothers girlfriend you idiot!
Now i have a life to get back to...

ONE YEAR!

Its been one year since Randy and I split up. Thursday (my birthday) It'll be a year since i left him. If that makes sense to anyone! haha
So it seems like i've came a long way this past year. I went from a complete mess to a beautiful confident woman, thats not afraid of anything lately. I'm going to college to better myself and to be able to have a successful business. My photography work has been used for newscasts, and multiple people have my work on their walls at home. I couldn't be happier when it comes to that. As for relationships with me, I knew for the past year that i couldn't be with anyone b/c i needed to heal. I've healed. No i'm not with anyone right now. But i'm ok with that b/c i haven't been looking. I rather get a divorce before I plan on getting involved with anyone.  Oh and this past year I've found GOD. Which he has saved me from a lot. and i do mean A LOT. I've made new friends, and reconnected with old ones...and i've even become close to some that I met b/c of my husband. So I'm actually thankful that i was married to Randy b/c i would have never of met Amanda and we wouldn't be friends today!

And since I've talked to miss Jennifer I know that he is still the same. He is not taking care of his responsibilities, has not learned anything from our mess of a marriage, and he is abusive still...and this is coming from no other than his girlfriend herself! But he is with her, CHEATING on her, and is stuck with her because she is pregnant with his baby. I feel sorry for the both of them. I mean she is stuck with him, and I can see their relationship becoming what ours was. And I know how he is, he isn't ready to have the big responsibility of having a child, and to have to take care of TWO....yeah good luck sweetheart.

I guess what i'm getting at with all of this...IS....I AM SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT MY HUSBAND!
MY LIFE IS BETTER-I AM BETTER...AND I DO NOT NEED ANYONE TO "COMPLETE" ME.

 Theres a song that got me thru all of this and its so true...its called Shes going to make it by Garth Brooks.
Listen to it...its a good song.

Things are going great for me!

Well the last few days I have been getting credit for my photography on the local news.
Whiz news has used my photos for their stories! This is a great feat at least for me it is.
Its nice to know my work is so good that it can be recognized on the news.
Photo credits go to Tarasha Hale Lowe...that means so much to me!
They say if i have anymore photos for any stories around perry county then i can send them in and they'll use them!
I'm so happy! I'm finally getting my work out there...and a completed a "wish" on my bucket list.
here is the link
Fire destroys Perry County School house

I have more photos...i'll post later...but i have to get some sleep class in the AM

So i have to just say...

Ok so i have to tell this to everyone and anyone...
Jennifer has been talking to me.
She wants me to try to get Randy in trouble for leaving her while shes pregnant.
She has told me a hell of a lot of information.
And i can even prove this....I'm sure if you click on the images you can make them bigger!
Btw there is a lot more where this came from! I would be happy to show anyone more...just ask..

Randy sweetheart,
Do you really want to be with a girl that will do this to you when things get hard?
I mean teaming up with his ex wife...thats got to be bad. sucks to be you tho i know a lot of things now! and hun if u comment dont be afraid to use a name that i know u by! its not like i'll tell the cops...

Everything happens for a reason

Ever heard the saying Everything Happens for a reason?

Well I held onto that saying for so long from Nov. 5, 2008 when i lost my first child, until today. I'll always believe that its completely true. 

 Once a cheater always a cheater...right? That saying rings true for my estranged husband. He still needs craigslist to get laid....

AND there is a lot of people telling me that him and his girlfriend are not together anymore...

Best thing for her to do is say good riddance to him! A cheater and a beater...I would never ever want a man like that again. ever. 

Its funny how one day things can feel so wrong and messed up then you see someone elses situation and actually feel sorry for them. even tho i remember warning her forever ago about him. reason why it lasted so long....he was deployed. With my husband i have learned that he can be the best man on earth while you chat online with him....but face to face he is so unappealing and has nothing to say. 

As for people commenting on my blog and telling me all this why? and WHO ARE YOU? 

I hope its not b/c someone thinks that I want my husband back. B/c honestly I loved the man i fell in love with not the man he is today. 

As for some comments saying i hate this girl...I don't. I could never hate anyone...wait I can...I hate Randy Lee Lowe. and thats two years of abuse and everything else he put me through talking. But she believed his lies, and everything else. Yeah she has bashed me a lot but i've said some pretty mean things too. But In my defense I'd like to say that I always defend myself once someone starts it i have to end it. and stick up for myself. 

As for all of you that are telling me they are over...why tell me? I mean i appreciate everyones input and comments and by all means go ahead and say whatever you want, but there has to be a reason why your telling me all of this

Oh and i heard that Randy has been reading my blog- so Hello Bunches! How's my husband doing? have you gotten an STD yet? you might want to watch the craigslist ads i heard girls that need an ad to get men are crazy...and when are you going to start the whole divorce process again? I really would like to be free of you! i mean i pretty much am free i just need a divorce so i can go on with my life...and honey i honestly dont care whose bed your in....or any of that shit. I just want my last name to be HALE. and for it not to be a sin to date again...SO hows things going? enjoying your single days while you have money?! i mean getting out of the navy your not going to have much money to do things i mean the navy pays your rent gives u an allowance for food and all of that...you wont have that money when u get out. as for me sweetheart. well i'm doing wonderful! I'm going to school....I'm doing what i love. I capture the world thru my lens and i absolutely love it. I have some amazing friends! and family! I'm only really missing one thing...I don't have a boyfriend or a "spouse" but thats completely okay with me! at least for now, you see i'm not ready to date again. I'm really sorry to hear about your aunt! she was a amazing woman. but i am glad her suffering is over. i mean its not much of a life if its a daily battle. I was going to go to her funeral but i didn't see any obituary for her or anything...and then i thought well i probably wouldn't be wanted there anyways! But i do miss her terribly! well, i got to go...i do have a life to get back to. P.S. Do not comment on my blog I don't want to hear anything you have to say. thank you! 

My official Congrats!

Its so funny these days. I think someone thinks she really getting to me but i'm literally laughing with every statement she makes. She made the comment that shes having the baby i was supposed to have....ok sweetheart congratulations, sincerely! but i'm sorry i don't feel that way. Randy and I were not meant to have children...why? b/c we had major problems...God didn't want me to be tied to him for the rest of my life.
as for me not being fertile...well i am. i have no problem in that area. so thanks for ur concern.

Things are going great with me! I got a new camera..i love it! School is going good.
Everything seems to be going great for me. Except my friends grandfather is passing away and i heard its any minute now...god please help the whole family!

I'm doing a few photo shoots soon...so excited to do it all!
My Photography class has been amazing my teacher says my work is amazing! and that i'll have a long full career in photography...its funny bc i think about how Randy wouldnt let me go to school for this and now all my dreams are coming true.

I have people asking me when am i going to start dating again...well when my divorce is final duh!!!
funny thing is i was about to sign the papers and he fired his lawyer so it stopped the divorce...so the ? is why the hell would he do that if he wants to start a family with her and marry her?
I'm happy that he has found his perfect mate. but it is sad that they are having a bastard child. i mean a child out of wedlock...sorry i have to put it that way but my views on life really changed in the last few weeks. I heard he is in the hospital, hopefully he gets better soon! But the allegations of me calling him are false. Why would i call him?! I'm not sure what else is being said but good luck to them both...she'll need all the luck she can get.

Ok i'm done with this blog for now...Off to do homework!
ta ta for now!

RANDYS IN THE MENTAL HOSPITAL!!

LMAO!!!! OK So i had to call the navy today...bc i haven't gotten my support. But i just got a call...
that bitch put on her blog that randys in the hospital bc he was in a car accident and i was actually worried about him! then i get a call...Randys in the nut ward! LMAO! I laughed so hard a cried!
Sounds like his life is so great! lmao!
if i was with her i'd be in the nut ward too! lmao
I'm Loving this!
Cant handle it all sweetheart? awww poor baby!