Day 31 & The List Challenge

One of my friends that Inspires me the most is Mrs. Bay. Alyssa has done a project 365, along with several other blogs. She started a list challenge and I thought it was a great idea and would help me get to know myself even better. Therefore i'm following in her footsteps, i've started this challenge last week, but i'm going to restart it starting with number 50!
here is the list....

List as many as you can:

1. People who have influenced or inspired you
2. Things you are grateful for
3. Places you have been
4. Places you want to go
5. Books you’ve read
6. Your favorite things – what brings you joy?
7. Good things that happened this week
8. The best things that happened in the last year
9. The best days of your life.
10. The songs for the soundtrack of your life
11. Acts of kindness you’ve committed
12. Things you want your children to know about you
13. Reasons why you love your significant other
14. The high points for your autobiography
15. People who love you
16. The cutest things your kids ever said
17. Everything you would do if money were no object
18. Favorite gifts you’ve ever received
19. Favorite gifts you’ve ever given
20. Occupations that you have ever wanted to have (including when you were a child)
21. The best advice you’ve gotten.
22. The worst advice you’ve gotten.
23. Things you’re procrastinating
24. Ways you calm yourself down when you’re angry.
25. The best ideas you’ve ever had
26. The best projects or organizations you’ve ever been involved with
27. The ways you have grown since your early 20’s
28. The most beautiful things you’ve ever seen
29. The greatest lessons you have learned
30. Life’s lessons that you learned the hard way
31. Things that have mad you laugh until you cried.
32. Qualities you most admire in others
33. Qualities others most admire in you
34. The elements of an ideal year
35. All the compliments you’ve ever gotten
36. Foods that you have eaten that are so good that others could hear you enjoying them
37. The times you have asserted yourself
38. Things that inspire and energize you
39. The places where you feel completely comfortable to be yourself
40. The most important turning points in your life
41. Times when you looked and felt your absolute best
42. The things you’re good at
43. What you would do with the power of invisibility
44. Things you want to teach your children
45. Things you still want to do in life
46. Bits of trivia that most people don’t know about you
47. The things you love about your body
48. Accomplishments you are most proud of
49. The things you love about your home
50. Who (living or dead) you would invite to your dream dinner part

Day 17

Today when i woke up i got a message from my husband fiancee! I'm just that amazing she felt the need to message me and threaten me...honey i have every right i'm his wife. your not. get that straight!

As for the rest of today i spent my day organizing! With a side trip to the store with mom and to wash her pretty mustang off so the salt doesn't get to her paint job. I thought i'd stay in the car and stay warm...mom knew i couldn't hold the grip of the car wash hose its just too strong for me...thats why my father washes my car.
Which by the way is awesome to have, nice to drive around and see my friends. thank you randy ;)
he said he was buying it for me, he made me sell my car for it. and since we are married its as much mine as it is his!
oh and about my life being boring...i rather it be boring then spend it with that man your about to marry.
i'm sure once the divorce comes my life will be amazing bc i'm throwing a huge divorce party!
oh btw let him know he has a bill of $1,500 well actually its over that i'll have to look at our papers again but its for him leaving everything in the apartment....and he also has a bill from my dentist!

ok so heres my room
i have to show it off yes its a tiny space but i made it my own finally...

as you walk in to the right is my dresser...

no theres not two edwards its a reflection.

but thats my hair station

my makeup station...under my makeup palette theres a make up box that has lights...love it!

 ok makeup station again...yes i said my room is tiny

the view from my bed...beside my tv are my prayer jars..and yes i love me my edward! 

I did organize my desk more. and now i have my work space and everything..and today 

i booked a few photo shoots! finally headed to my goal!!! 

My mother is awesome she bought an Eclipse game for us to play...

she watched twilight for the first time last night, i tried watching it with her but i was dead tired and needed to blog and sleep. (last night meaning day 16) 

Sorry about this blog being after midnight uploading the photos took awhile! 

Yes i'm in pain today and yesterday at first i didn't even want to go shopping with her but i did just to get out of the house...yes i know my life is boring...as jennifer (randys fiancee pointed out) 

but i'm leaving with a muscle disease and when i'm in pain i cannot do much. 

I'm not going to defend myself to you anymore. 

Now i'm going to curl up to my book and forget about the world...and hopefully fall asleep.

Day1

Happy New Year to Everyone!!!


  First off, let me say that my Grandmothers meatballs are the greatest thing i've ever had in 2010!  I spent my night at my Grandparents house. Playing cards and joking around with Family.
Thinking back on all the years i really do have one of the best families ever!
My mom and I beat my Grandfather and my brother in law at cards...which i'm going to brag about all year!

   This is the first day of 2011 and I spent the majority of it sleeping! When i woke up i've just been reflecting on everything i want to happen and i will make happen in 2011! I'm in a flare up and its literally draining all my energy. The pain really is the worst thing I've ever had and I would never wish this upon my worst enemy. So you know what I mean by flare up...I have been diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and MS...just depends on what doctor I visit. But when I'm having one I have Chronic pain, sometimes it gets to the point I canot walk. Stress seems to throw me into one.
My realtionship Drama is enough to throw me into one!

This year I have big plans!
The biggest thing this month...I have a "stay" at OSU medical center in Columbus. For some testing. While i'm there i'm NOT allowed to smoke so i'm taking this opportunity to quit!
At the end of 2010, I started finding my way back to God. I plan on becoming very close with the Lord. As for Relationships, well thats big for me to b/c i'm sure i'll be going thru a divorce soon! As for boyfriends or potential boyfriends. I honestly, am not planning on bringing anyone new into my life. I have my eye on one person and I'm holding onto a little bit of hope that him and I will have one more chance! My photography skills will be challenged everyday and I am hoping to become better at it, there is ALWAYS room for improvment!

Food, Family and Fun

Grandma. Shelley, Chris, Mom and my sister Amber ( amber was cropped out by accident! sorry sis!)

Playing Cards...Shelley and Amber won the first game of 2011! 

I also need a photo of me sleeping since thats all I did today!