Day 36 and List Challenge

DAY 36

Well all i'm going to say is. 

Someone went to my mothers house to Serve me with Divorce papers.

But i don't live there. :) 

Which btw I miss living with my parents, i'm so use to having them here for me that

its hard sometimes, but i'll get through it.

So i didn't get them.

And when i do i'm not just going to sign them! 

If my husband things i'm going to Roll over and play dead then he is a fool.

After everything...i'm not going to let him do this to me.

NOW FOR THE LIST CHALLENGE

Places I want To Go

-California

-LA

-Forks, Washington

-New York

-Nashville

-Alaska

-Hawaii

-Vegas

-Every state in America.

-Italy

-Paris

-London

-Ireland

-Verona

-Catalina Island

Day 31 & The List Challenge

One of my friends that Inspires me the most is Mrs. Bay. Alyssa has done a project 365, along with several other blogs. She started a list challenge and I thought it was a great idea and would help me get to know myself even better. Therefore i'm following in her footsteps, i've started this challenge last week, but i'm going to restart it starting with number 50!
here is the list....

List as many as you can:

1. People who have influenced or inspired you
2. Things you are grateful for
3. Places you have been
4. Places you want to go
5. Books you’ve read
6. Your favorite things – what brings you joy?
7. Good things that happened this week
8. The best things that happened in the last year
9. The best days of your life.
10. The songs for the soundtrack of your life
11. Acts of kindness you’ve committed
12. Things you want your children to know about you
13. Reasons why you love your significant other
14. The high points for your autobiography
15. People who love you
16. The cutest things your kids ever said
17. Everything you would do if money were no object
18. Favorite gifts you’ve ever received
19. Favorite gifts you’ve ever given
20. Occupations that you have ever wanted to have (including when you were a child)
21. The best advice you’ve gotten.
22. The worst advice you’ve gotten.
23. Things you’re procrastinating
24. Ways you calm yourself down when you’re angry.
25. The best ideas you’ve ever had
26. The best projects or organizations you’ve ever been involved with
27. The ways you have grown since your early 20’s
28. The most beautiful things you’ve ever seen
29. The greatest lessons you have learned
30. Life’s lessons that you learned the hard way
31. Things that have mad you laugh until you cried.
32. Qualities you most admire in others
33. Qualities others most admire in you
34. The elements of an ideal year
35. All the compliments you’ve ever gotten
36. Foods that you have eaten that are so good that others could hear you enjoying them
37. The times you have asserted yourself
38. Things that inspire and energize you
39. The places where you feel completely comfortable to be yourself
40. The most important turning points in your life
41. Times when you looked and felt your absolute best
42. The things you’re good at
43. What you would do with the power of invisibility
44. Things you want to teach your children
45. Things you still want to do in life
46. Bits of trivia that most people don’t know about you
47. The things you love about your body
48. Accomplishments you are most proud of
49. The things you love about your home
50. Who (living or dead) you would invite to your dream dinner part

Day 14

Today really hasn't begun but right now I am going thru past notes on Facebook and reading my Bucket list.
Today i'm going to start with one of those and keep on working thru my list.

Write a letter to everyone that I've ever loved...this has its stipulations for one I am only going to write letters to people that really have impacted my life. I'm not going to say if i still love them or not. But no matter what I'm going to write to the people that I have loved and that have impacted my life even if it was for better or worse.

Letters to write.
Randy Lowe- My estranged husband
Mom
Dad
Mike
Chris
Amber
Heidi
Kim
....

I have more but thats a good list for now!


Ok so i have started on the letters, with my mothers letter. BUT its way too emotional and it hard for me to get my message thru correctly without sounding....well too idk what to call it! Maybe its best if i start with my husbands letter but i dont want to sound so angry and bitchy in that...
I didn't know how hard this was going to be when i put it on my bucket list!

Ok so onto what i spent my day doing....
I honestly think i need to get back into the psych doc, and to my doc....
Maybe if i can manage my stress I wont be in so much pain all the time!
I spent my day immersed in the pages of Breaking Dawn, yes i'm reading it for the millionth time!
I made lists of what i need to get done for my website...i plan on working on some photos tomorrow if i can.
Having to sit in the office chair isn't very comfortable. And now my hands are killing me so i'm going to cut this short...yes my fibromyalgia affects my hands. Even after taking a pain pill i'm hurting.

I'll post more when my hands do not hurt.

oh btw Shelley will be induced on Thursday..if she doesn't have the baby by then! and Chris wants her to try to wait it out till midnight so she'll have His daughter Miyah (MYA) on his 25th birthday. Keep your fingers crossed!!