Today i'm going to start with one of those and keep on working thru my list.
Write a letter to everyone that I've ever loved...this has its stipulations for one I am only going to write letters to people that really have impacted my life. I'm not going to say if i still love them or not. But no matter what I'm going to write to the people that I have loved and that have impacted my life even if it was for better or worse.
Letters to write.
Randy Lowe- My estranged husband
Mom
Dad
Mike
Chris
Amber
Heidi
Kim
....
I have more but thats a good list for now!
Ok so i have started on the letters, with my mothers letter. BUT its way too emotional and it hard for me to get my message thru correctly without sounding....well too idk what to call it! Maybe its best if i start with my husbands letter but i dont want to sound so angry and bitchy in that...
I didn't know how hard this was going to be when i put it on my bucket list!
Ok so onto what i spent my day doing....
I honestly think i need to get back into the psych doc, and to my doc....
Maybe if i can manage my stress I wont be in so much pain all the time!
I spent my day immersed in the pages of Breaking Dawn, yes i'm reading it for the millionth time!
I made lists of what i need to get done for my website...i plan on working on some photos tomorrow if i can.
Having to sit in the office chair isn't very comfortable. And now my hands are killing me so i'm going to cut this short...yes my fibromyalgia affects my hands. Even after taking a pain pill i'm hurting.
I'll post more when my hands do not hurt.
oh btw Shelley will be induced on Thursday..if she doesn't have the baby by then! and Chris wants her to try to wait it out till midnight so she'll have His daughter Miyah (MYA) on his 25th birthday. Keep your fingers crossed!!
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