Flare up day once again...this is my walker, from a different angle.
Well I started my day off with a bang...but its ending on a very bad note. I hate it.
I'm super stressed out. Ronnie got out of the hospital today and all he has done was hurt me, and send several messages to several people. i'm scared b/c he doesn't have a normal mind and he could hurt me or the people i love. So i think he is trying to get all my friends to stop talking to me and its working. At least for a few people.
All i've done was fight with him most of the day. Only good that came out of today was i got a call out of the blue for an interview at Vanity in the Mall. I put the application in around the beginning of November. So its about time! Now i'm just super nervous about that
Friday i get admitted to the hospital in Columbus...not excited about that. They said their going to take my sleeping meds away from me...which means i'm going to go without sleep. I am also going to spend the whole time in the hospital alone. I told my family not to waste the gas to come up everyday.
ok so now onto other things....
Random Quotes...
You must pay attention to what people do, not to what they say. People always demonstrate their intentions, their expectations through their actions
If thats true then last night, someones actions showed me I'm only ever going to be the other girl. Love should be so easy, but when you cannot be together it hurts. Just more stress....
Whenever you think you are truly "in love" with two people~remember~if you truly loved the first, you would have never fallen for the second.
I know a certain someone that needs to remember that. Or at least take it into consideration.
Design*Sponge Online Is one of my favorite sites...it has amazing before and afters and how to's
I love anything with home decor i'm hoping i can redo my bedroom soon...here is one of my favorite before and after ideas...Its an old entertainment stand turned into a play kitchen for children! Love love love love it!!
Link is below photo
Ok i'm going to bed i'm in too much pain and tired and stressed out and upset.
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